Life in writing
My bright smile and laugh doesn't bring you joy anymore.. please tell me what I can do for you to be proud of me again...
I am walking and running now even riding a bike, yes this makes you so happy I love this feeling of wen you are proud of me.
You don't understand me, I will learn the letters, and make words into sentences and then I will tell you everything.
Wow I am a super star, everyone knows how incredible I am to speak, I will begin school soon where I will have friends and be cool>
Charlot is tidy and neat, I am not. Johan is a mathematic genius, I am not.
I am art and stories but this isn't what you want to see from me.
Im beginning to feel like I will never be enough, my life is only to please you, who are you here to please? I know if you remember my smile as a new born it bring you peace.
Now you look at me as though I am a robot who needs programing.
Follow the Signs
A way home
Honopono.
They will stay lost
Until I find the way
Leaving signs in places
Leaving candle in darkened spaces
hoping it will warm
Life grow here...
Smiling at my mother
child of the earth
Growing branches
Intuition and rich senses
An animal with understanding
found unbound each day.
Slowly.
Sa Ta Na Ma
Grateful for this space to grow, for the freedom the trees teach, you can be a Bird
I will welcome you,
Cat, I will welcome you.
Snake, is welcome
Sun warms, Moon reflects on all waters.
There is nothing more you need to do, than to be you.
Human
Here... Pressent
Thankful.
DARK THERAPY WORK
Escape!
Pinned down
anchored
No where to go
Always here
Still here after death
Prisoner of fears
Let go of earthly attachments.
Thoughts drenched in darkness
Let go
Return to the light
Shine light on the soul
Vanishing the corruption
I feel you here
Presence is delightful
Home is here.
The sun shines
Returning to earth
Rain drop falls
No rain is here
Have I made the earth weep again
The creator shines intensely.
Attachment
within greatness
there is attachment
attached to fulfillment
Attached to finding myself
Once I am complete I become attached to keeping this state of consciousness
Love is serenity
Love is all I can give
With love I am free
at peace.